"You Lose"
December 20, 2000
I let you back in
And you hurt me again
How many times should I let you win?
This kills me inside.
I let you know every small detail
Then out of the blue
You leave and hurt me
How could you?
I looked up to you
And you do this to me?
Well I will be strong
And stand to the side
While I watch you walk by,
‘Cuz this is it, I’m through
You win no more
This is it
You won’t do this to me again
I’m now in control
You will hurt me no more
I will be powerful
And stand in your way
I’m sorry to say but….
…YOU LOSE.
"Why"
December 20, 2000
I’m angry and confused
I don’t know what else to do
You have no self- respect for me
Why should I have to live this way?
You don’t even listen anymore
Now all you do is scream
Must you always be so demeaning?
Why won’t you listen to me?
I’m tired of all the yelling,
The come backs and the threats
I wish we had gotten along better
Without me having any regrets!
I’m growing up real fast
Soon I will be gone
Out of your life forever
Where I can finally do no wrong.
I did not want it to end up this way
But there’s nothing more I can do
I’ve tried to make some peace with you
Even when I did not want to.
Why did we have to live this way?
Why couldn’t we be friends?
All I wanted was to be close with you
And live without revenge.
