"My Thoughts"
January 16, 2001
The way I see the world today
Is different from before
I had higher standards and better judgements
But now what is it I am looking for?
I worry about every little thing now
My body can’t take it anymore
I’ve always been scared of disappointing my mother
So, who is it that I’m really living for?
My eyes have been opened up
To see the world as a whole
But I’m still so confused
I don’t want to lose my self-control.
I have worked hard to get where I am now
And I’d never settle for anything free
I still have a long way to go, I see
As well as, I know what I want is best for only me.
I want to be acknowledged for my responsibilities
Be able to choose wrong from right
I want to be able to think for myself
And know I didn’t have to put up a fight.
